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Had went to the funeral of C to see her off. Reached there rather early. So took a seat before the prayer ritual start. Was contemplating if I should go over to her coffin to see her for the last time. But somehow I didn’t…

Soon the prayer session started, thats where thoughts seem to drift everywhere. During the session, can see some people were shedding tears. Somehow I was sad but tears just didn’t flow out. As the session ended, I finally decided to walk over to her coffin to have a last look at her, so that I won;t regret not seeing her for the last time.

My heart really hurt and fell when I saw her…. Tears just flow down. I can imagine the struggles she must had gone through during the period. Though she is a strong woman, but I believe the whole ordeal must have taken a serious toil on her… The once jovial, energetic C is gone…. I guess if I had seen her before the prayer session, I would have cried myself crazy.

A very heart wrenching moment at the crematorium, for that will be the final destination where C will bide us farewell forever.

Was just going through my photos and I am glad I had taken photos with C during the NDP performance. Looking at her from the photos, thinking of the days where she was one of my trainer… Sadness filled the air. Still trying to get over it… Especially seeing how hard she must have struggled.

As my friend had said while on the way back.

“我又少了一个朋友，多了一个思念”