Scouty’s Weblog

Due to some issues happening at work for the past few days, somehow there seem to be  a little in-balance in my mood. I would say it has been a long time since I last gone through such emotional swing. That is even despite the fact that on Friday, even with a piece of good news, it still doesn’t help to bring back the balance in the mood.The small self in me just felt so mis-treated by the whole chain of events. With such negative thoughts, it became to be translated to actions and words. Which upon reflection now, it is indeed unprofessional at my part.

So I am glad that I had spoken to W yesterday over my duty at the association. It sure was good to have someone reminding me to learn how to let go of the superficial things in life and to treat each and everyone with compassion. So after reflecting and facing up to the fact of things. It sure help in letting go the burden of feeling mis-treated and venting out the frustration on people. Somehow life seems better with a shift in perception and views.

Had resolved to handle the whole issue in a professional manner so as to live up to the good name of the association and also as an individual.

Another wonderful thing happened. Got a msn message for A. She was one of my group members in my poly days, and we were considered to be good study partners, as we will always arranged to study and revise together. Furthermore she had been working at a rather young age, so she has wealth of life and work experience, which I will always look for her for advice on jobs related issues. However our friendship took a turn during our 3rd year, where we got into an argument over some very minor issues regarding our project. She being the stubborn lady, while I being the emotional guy. Both of us refuse to give in and thus our 2 years plus of friendship ended abruptly due to the incident.

So we became total stranger to each other during our remaining 2 semesters in year 3. We didn’t keep any contact or whatsoever, until some where last month I got a sms from her asking for the handphone number of our ex-classmate. It came as a surprise today when I gotten a msn message from her, thus we start doing our usual catching up and updating each other our latest progress.

I was glad to once again regain back the contact with her again. As I feel that our friendship that was built up during our years of studies and struggles shouldn’t be so weak that it had to end over some minor issues. So once again, I am happy to have regain back our friendship and this friend.

Well, to A… Thanks for taking the first step in re-establishing our contacts. Appreciate your gesture.