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2nd attempt to pen down something about Miss L that had affected my mood for a while. Basically Miss L is someone I known during one of my ‘cheonging’ outing. She had score well in the looks and body department but apart from the exterior factor, she also has the charm of a lady and she knows how to use it her advantage. Her cute expression and the sometimes blur behaviour can melt one’s heart. Best part, she is by far one of the lady that can carry herself pretty well. If she didn’t speak, she can sometimes be mistaken as a Japanese mixed. Personally I had encounter and seen quite a bit of ladies from the same region where Miss L came from, and so far, none of those that I encounter can seriously hold up against her. Thus the heading for her, A Cut Above The Rest.

When I first saw her, she didn’t really got my attention as I was pretty much focus on another person. Nevertheless, I still asked for her contact before I left. So proceed to sms her a few days after the first encounter, pretty usual response of the Hi and How are you.

Got a sms from her during one of the night when I was out clubbing with E. So asked if she is keen to join us and she obliged since she mentioned that she is quite bored at work. So met her up at and brought her into the club. To be frank, that very night I walked in with her, she had already got the attention of a few male clubbers there. Even my friend, E whom has a high QC level of ladies was impressed with her looks.

So we drank, played some finger guessing games, listen to the live band and dance our time away. As that night was a theme night in the club, so the club’s photographer was moving around taking pictures of clubbers for the night. So we were lucky that our group photo was taken. The photo had since became part of my memories of Miss L.

Subsequently we still kept in contact via sms, and this time round, the tone of the sms had changed to that of more caring, she had even taken initiative to sms me at times. So we met up again for dinner one of the Friday. Well.. that brief dinner outing was great. That was the outing that make me realised the meaning of the word ‘Head-Turner’… First time I went out with a lady that had managed to grab the attention of guys and to the extend, having them turn back and look at her a 2nd time…. Ego-booster for me I would said.

That dinner outing was the one that had kind of change everything. We got around closer after that and meet up more frequently, to a certain extend, we were behaving more like a couple than just normal friends when we were out. Even the simple gesture of holding hands and walking around was seen as something blissful for me.  However that was also the time  I kind of realised that I had breech the rules of the game. I had allowed my feelings to get involved and to a certain extend, my feelings had got the better of me. From that moment on, decision-making process was disrupted with feelings taking the driver’s seat.

Perhaps its some divine intervention or what, the good times we had together were pretty short-lived. Somewhere this month, we start to get detached from each other. The sms from her start to stop and things just came to an abrupt end. Well, personally I knew the reason behind the detachment.. as I had long known how the game is supposed to be played and what is our individual’s objectives. So for Miss L, she is not able to gain her objectives from my end and its only wise for her to move on, while at my end.. it was a mistake to allow my feelings to get involved, as feelings aren’t suppose to be part of the game. So for the outcome that happened today, I would have pretty much expected it, though the unrealistic side of me is still hoping that this wasn’t the game.

Anyway… for Miss L and me, I can pretty much said that it is history. Whatever I can hold on till now is only the memories of the good times we had and also the photo taken at the club. As the famous saying from this old Solvil Titus ad by Andy Lau, 不在乎天长地久， 只在乎程经拥有. So we may not have worked out something, but at least we were there once.

The link to the ad for viewing pleasure…

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMzE1MzcxODA=.html