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Experienced what I would called a Bear Market in my mood for the past few weeks.

Was pretty surprise at how the mood can swing to an all time low, something that I hasn’t really encountered before. Though there were numerous occasions of low mood swings, but somehow this time round it was low till a point where I was getting worried about it.

Not too sure how did things happened till such a condition. Not able to manage my thoughts and emotions well? or was the stress really  that daunting? A lot of questions came to my mind, when I was reflecting about what happened, especially with regards to the mood hitting the Bear Market.

Aren’t I supposed to be able to handle such stuffs by now? Considering that I am out in the working world for quite some time. Yet, I almost succumbed to making some rash decisions. Haa.. lucky still got the bit of rationale and sense around to wake me up.

Perhaps I was taking things too seriously? Like what SS had said to me at my usual watering hole, “take it easy at work”…. Haa… how I wish I could get some advice from Mr Cheong. I bet he would know what to do and how to handle the stuffs that were and will be coming.

Well.. time to give my shifu a call soon for advice I guess.